Sunday, May 17, 2015

CHAPTER 31 : Is it my fault,is it my fault?

I hit my lowest point when I got Facebook.It was August of 2010 I had just started using Facebook a few months back and that is when I did a few stupid things on Facebook.This is one of them.






Girls read my blog idk where all the boys are but that's okay,the point I'm trying to make is idk if girls understand it or not but in boy's world this is a big thing.I practically became his bitch (Pardon my language but this is the nicest way to put it other ways are more inappropriate and some real young people read my blog).This was the moment I lost all my self respect,I had hit rock bottom.

Okay I know I used to be a real stupid moron. :P

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  1. Not the greatest move but again, when we are hurting we will do whatever and I understand that. Trying to "please" someone who we can't stand happens sometimes. I have done that a few times when I was studying Psychology, especially during my second year and thanks to that, I felt miserable throughout my entire third year and not liking my degree was just another plus. I took matters into my own hands and I basically started over during my fourth year. Best decision ever so don't worry, mistakes are inevitable. It's not about making them, it's about learning from them :)

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    1. It's not about pleasing someone it's about pleasing someone who wouldn't bother to be pleased. I've done a lot of stupid stuff but this is the one I regret the most. Mistakes are inevitable I agree and am glad I learnt from all such mistakes I've made. It's good how you took matters in your hands and turned your life around. :)

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  2. I can see why it would be a big deal. In the girl's world, a similar thing happens but only for some girls. For example, in middle school I distinctly remember this girl who kept apologising to me, and I was okay with it and didn't think she was my bitch, to put in your words. XD But after like the fifth time, she said she was the only one always apologising (to be fair, she was the one doing bad stuff) and refused to apologise to me after that. Forever. So I guess it's a pride thing for girls. I liked the pattern on 'daily diaries'. :D

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    1. Hahahahaha xD well it's weird for boys. Saying sorry to enemy camp is for losers in boys world. :-P
      Pattern on Daily Diaries, thank you :D

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  3. I think I understand. I just wish you had REAL friends back then whom you can confide with. It would suck if you went through all this alone.

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    1. I was going through all this because of my true friend :-P

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  4. I wish I was there to slap you in the face every time you call yourself a loser, because you're not.
    I've said sorry lots of times, mostly because I can't keep my big mouth shut... No one ever thought I was their bitch, but now I do understand why everyone made such a big deal out of that one time that the guy I liked apologized to me.
    It may not have been the smartest thing for you to do, but I totally understand why you did it. I probably would have done the same.

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    1. I'm glad you're not here in that case.I don't want to get slapped >.<"
      Probably yes that must be why.
      No it wasn't smartest thing I did,it was the stupidest thing I ever did!

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  5. Neal, stop saying you're a loser! I understand why you might think that you're his bitch (sometimes we all just need to let go and say a bad word haha :P but I can't say much- just look at my URL), but honestly, this is the only way the problem could have been solved: if one of you apologised for the misunderstanding, and it's the only way problems are ever solved for me. Although, 15-year-old girl writing, so it's probably best not to take my advice. :)

    Don't worry! You regret doing this, but everyone has regrets.
    (Btw loved the little devil 'I'm outta here'! I actually laughed out loud!)

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    1. You may be a 15 year old but you're way smarter than I am xD
      I agree everyone has regrets :)
      The little devil is supposed to say mean and funny stuff to make these sad chapters fun to read :D

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  6. Regrets never work, and revenge is even worse. Just let it go and move on, as hard as that can be.

    /Avy

    http://mymotherfuckedmickjagger.blogspot.com

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  7. Facebook is horrible sometimes xD I remember seeing the Boy who was "now in a relationship with"... I felt like smashing my computer xD

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    1. The people who update their relationship status on facebook are weird to be quite honest. I hope you did not harm your computer though :-P

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